夜已黑，爱以灭，人已去，泪已干，心已冷，烟已尽，我已麻木了！[1]

我们曾经的爱是那么纯真，以为爱情可以饮水饱。无论我们多忙，仍然会抽时间嘘寒问暖，或者发甜蜜的简讯增添彼此的生活色彩。  

但是， 时间过了， 我们都变了。 是时间改变了我们， 还是我们随着时间而改变？

我逐渐发现我们的距离越来越遥远。或许你也是这样觉得吧？只是不敢说出口而已。跟你在一起这么多年，我也早已习惯有你的日子了，有你帮我照顾生活的琐碎事让我不需去烦恼，安心的去处理其他的事。你对我的好我都深深地感受到了。很想对你说声：“宝贝，谢谢你”

如果有一天我们分开了，我是否会有勇气走完这人生。有时候会不时会回想起我们在一起的点点滴滴呢？

Online Friendships are ever so fickle and transient

A few weeks ago, I wrote about girl gamers. I quote myself sadly that "That's the problem with transient online relationships, everyone gets bored with a game after a while, and they either get a new profile or leave the game. And I do want to keep some of the friendships with the other gamers."

I remember at that time, the closest COH friend I had (well, the one whom I introduced myself to because I wanted to explore using his music for my poor Android game *temporarily still shelved due to lack of music*)  read this and he told me later when we were playing the game that "don't worry we will remain friends".

Well.

I am kind of depressed now. I asked my colleague to let me use one of his DSLR photos for my game *another one*, so I was surfing in Facebook with another friend's account. I suddenly recalled that I have not spoken to that friend much. Not since three weeks ago. So I casually popped over to his wall, and was stunned to see that it was his birthday 5 days ago.

I didn't know.

Seriously I would much rather not be right. I am rather upset about how inevitable the situation is. It's been a sharp change since our last conversation where we were even planning to meet in Berlin. In fact, I guess it is sort of affecting how I am approaching my other online friendship. I am worried that I will become too emotionally dependent, and then when he leaves me too, I will be dealt a terrible blow again.  

PS. The worst thing about the whole situation is that I can't even wish him Happy Birthday. If I do, I am going to be sexposed as a cyber stalker (well I am, but there is no need to go around brandishing that fact right?)

I shouldn't have bought those stupid goggles

On a whim, I bought two pairs of goggles, my usual ordinary goggles, and a pair with -4.0 degree vision (Yes, I am that myopic). I was later much surprised when the Captain told me that he had his goggles for ten years... I usually go through them like crazy.

Pros of buying goggles with myopic setting

- I can now tell the time while swimming and not have to risk breaking my glasses.

Cons of buying goggles with myopic setting

- They are much more expensive

- You can see all the dirt in the water. Sehr Gross (Ich meine, disgusting, not big, though some looked disturbingly big, e.g. discarded plasters *eww*).

- You can see everyone clearly. The guy you thought was cute is actually a baldy uncle... I was instantly reminded of this line from Amazing Grace "Was blind but now I see"...(I don't think I will buy them ever again. I prefer it when everyone was good-looking)

Honor thy wife by giving her S&M

Start watching from 0:35. The best (translated) line "She is in need of discipline".

分手快乐

1。 我们之间没有爱， 只有责任/  我没有像以前那么爱你

2。 你让我透不过气

3。 你是个醋潭子

4。 我们不适合 （我们的生活方式/价值观 不一样）

5。 你根本不了解我

6。 不是你，是我

7。 我的父母不喜欢你

8。 我不想浪费你的时间

9。 她像以前的你

10。你变了

11。你对别人更好

12。我们的缘分已尽

13。我们还是比较适合做朋友

14。你的要求太多

15。我怀疑你劈腿。

16。你没有资格住在我的心房里。